I don't know if I'm just frustrated with work and the lack of dating opportunities and everything in between, but I'm feeling sad and lonely.
I think it started last night when I got a posting on Facebook from my brother telling me that I'm a great-aunt because my step-niece had her baby. This is really sad because while I would love nothing else than to have someone in my life to have a baby with, my step-niece was able to do it, at the tender age of eighteen. And she doesn't follow the LDS standards that I do. I wonder if maybe I'm off somewhere.
Maybe following the LDS standards isn't all it's cracked up to be. According to various family members and friends outside of the Church, my standards are too high, and that following those rules and regulations is getting me nowhere. One of my family members had an issue (and she still might) about the possibilities of me getting married in the temple. If I do find my eternal companion and have that opportunity, my non-member family won't be able to be in the temple with me when I get sealed to him.
I suppose I have some thinking and praying to do...
Slan go foill...
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